you shine so bright, it's insane...

the list so far:
those succeeded are bold, those failed are striked.

1. stay with colin, obviously.
2. finish the 11th grade properly.
3. if 2 isn't completed, take summer school to finish 12th grade properly.
4. road trip to arkansas with colin and stevo.
5. road trip back to rhode island with colin, stevo, and christian.
6. take second trip to texas.
7. attempt to include colin in number 6.
8. save up for a car.
9. warped tour with as many people as i can find.
10. attempt to work two jobs while successfully completing this list. [somewhat failed, but in a good way. second job wasn't needed.]
11. make time for the people i've neglected.
12. take a day trip to six flags with a bunch of people.
13. avoid drama.

my whole life? not just what i like now?

1. Transatlanticsim - Death Cab for Cutie.
2. The Second Stage Turbine Blade - Coheed and Cambria.
3. One Fell Swoop - The Spill Canvas
4. Plauges - The Devil Wears Prada
5. They're Only Chasing Safety - underOATH.
6. Plans - Death Cab for Cutie.
7. A Fever You Can't Sweat Out - Panic at the Disco.
8. Legend - Bob Marley.
9. In Keeping Secrets of Silent Earth: 3 - Coheed and Cambria.
10. Let Go - Avril Lavigne. Haha.

liz moved back.

bitch, i'm the bomb like













tick














tick.

i just spent $80 on these:
(i am so fresh.)



in other news, the new emarosa cd is orgasmic. i love johnny so much.
i also got my permit the other day. finally. i get my license january 15th.

i'm extremely excited for school to be over.
i'm also excited to kick off summer after exams on friday by heading to the beach with bette, matt, and pat.
it's great that i'm on good terms with all of them. they're so fun to be with.
like, pat and i are on good terms now. things aren't awkward at all anymore.
i've also been hanging out with matt a lot lately, which is cool.
and, well, bette and i are just as good as we always have been, haha.

as for liz, i'm thinking things'll be a little tough to get used to at first, but it really shouldn't be too bad.
she's probably just going to stay at my house weeks at a time, haha.

i just can't wait. i really hope everyone else has a good summer, too.
(:

the devil wears prada concert, 05-06-08
(:






starting from dan's colorful shoes & going clockwise:
dan, nate mess' one shoe, jose's one shoe, matt's backwards foot, leez, patty poops, and me (:



pat, matt, me, & leeez.



jose, liz, and matty's butts?



dan's 'fucked and left for dead' bRuT@L WHITECHAPEL shirt.



mike hranica doing a handstand.



mike hranica coming over to say hello :D
 

i thought that google's love quote of the day was really cute. I figured I'd share it: 


"Love doesn't make the world go round. Love is what makes the ride worthwhile."

:)<33 


oh. and by the way:

 

Sorry about last night's entry. I was just a little bit frustrated. I felt kind of blown off, I guess. He's going to ask his mom to stay with his dad this weeked, so he can stay over.


Oh well.
I just don't like when he leaves on fridays. I know what he's going to do with all of them. They're just going to get high, then get extremely wasted until they pass out. In a way, I always feel kind of worried. It also straight-up disappoints me that a 'great night' in his opinion is seeing me, then getting fucked up. I just wish that he didn't get fucked up every weekend. I wish a 'great night' meant just seeing me in general. No weed. No drinking. But obviously I'm asking for too much. I've mentioned it to him before, only to become even more disappointed. He promised me he wouldn't do it, which made me extremely happy, but I find out a week or so later that he's been doing it behind my back. That was obviously a million times worse than what it was in the first place. I mean, I've been lied to before. But Colin lying to me? That was just a massive smack in the face. Especially when he did it again about the same reason a few months after.


Whatever. He does what he wants now. He thinks I've stopped caring, but I obviously haven't. I guess it's just easier that he thinks that. I don't want him to worry, I guess.


Class is gonna be over soon. I'll do this later.

omg.
i feel as though i might die if my computer isn't fixed soon.


life?
colin = dumb.
he needs to ask me out now.
me = in love with him :]


i'm at someone's house.
do this later.

:]<33

so i'm back to LJ.
I missed it.
I'll update later.
:]